Oh...the things I find I've bought after being manic...not good! Sadly I've gotten myself into a very deep debt hole because of this illness and right now things are looking pretty scary financially. I can't even get my medication this month...no money...no available credit...NO HOPE! (not sleeping due to lack of meds isn't great either...my moods are all over the place...not good...not good at all...I feel like the roller coaster has gone haywire and wonder when it will crash???)