......misery...madness!

I will not do what I usually do....I will not complicate it!!

I run around things with genius crap!!

inside I am dying

I am dying

I hurt...my face is a mess with pain..

I breathe

I just wish I could relax....it's been so hard!

it's been so hard

does anybody out here know what I mean??

to hurt so bad and not know what to do?