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Old Jan 23, 2012, 07:46 AM
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I am up in the early hours of the morning doing a history project, so typical of me... Anyway for some reason my mind seems very clear, not distorted by the depression for once, and I have a bit of a mini-epiphany about my cutting. It's not necessary. I'm going to regret it. Why started this was, my iPod was on shuffle, and it was playing a Taylor Swift song (I used to love Taylor Swift but not anymore) and I tuned out until the last line, when for some reason I just stopped and listened. "Lost your balance on a tightrope, it's never too late to get it back. And I realized that it's ok, just because I cut doesn't mean there's no hope, I can still stop if I try. And that's what I want to do. I started recently, but I can already feel it getting out of control. And I want to be free. So I'm going to try to stop. I just had to write it down so I have people to hold me accountable, and I can come back and read this and say, "Ok, I said I was going to stop." And I'm gonna be honest: I'm going to need some help with it, because I am really bad about saying I'll do something then giving up. So hopefully i can get some support with it I know you guys are always helpful though thanks for reading, just had to get that all down. I'm already feeling kind of better about it.

don't do it!!

do not do it....