After reading your post I believe your best choice would be to do the 6 months rather than just going for the 4 weeks in hospital which you have done before, either way you will have to move if you can not work 4weeks or 6months. If you do the 6 month option you won't have to beg your mom, right? Just as long as you get some care that is what is important if it makes you feel better. I wish you the best.