I would reify what darkeyes said, from talking with your doc, to weighing the pros and cons of your current meds in relation to creativity. I suffered for a year and a half, or more, of the drug changes and awful side effects. Now I'm looking into cutting edge neuro-bio-chemistry (I'm not really sure) with a new doc. It's called methylation, and deals with the cells' ability to get rid of toxins. When too many toxins build up, part of the cell gets degraded, impeding the production of dopamine and other chemicals that run through the synapses between neurons. So, some may call it alternative medicine, but it's based on a study which will be published in the next couple of months in a major medical journal. Here is a summary of the paper my doc heard presented, and the basis of the article that will be published.

http://www.stillpointhealth.com/Methyl-B12.html

In short, the supplementation of B-12 injections helps rebuild and stabilise the SAMe site on the cell so that it can communicate with others better. This helps us feel better. PM me if you have any questions.