Sannah, it is so good to see you! Uh...yeah....everything. I have had to change jobs. I am starting a new one soon. Hopefully. I am in the process of starting. I need to be making some money. My husband is really getting on my nerves. We have been fighting a lot lately. I am studying for my masters and taking my boards for another certification this July and very nervous about it. Studying and afraid I will fail. My kids that are teens are in a state of.....the way teenagers are....and I know they are teens and I don't over-react, but it makes me sad that they can get so critical of me over every little thing. I know it is expected for teenagers to be self-centered, and some are more than others, but my 2 oldest daughters and now my older son can be really mean (especially to his younger brother). Where did their little sweet selves go? Ugh! I can go on and on...and my 1st grader is having trouble with reading, I just met with her teacher.....it all makes me want to cry....

It sometimes feel like everything is closing in on me and I just want to get off the planet. I cannot even go there thinking about hurting myself, that would be my old way of dealing with things. I am (supposedly) more mature. When I feel overwhelmed, maturity goes out the window and I want anesthesia for my feelings.

I am home today trying to study....and doing everything else but studying....

Blah, blah, blah. I would love to hear how you are doing! How's stuff with food?