my worst pain has always been the left breast and the headaches.......the right breast has started to ache. i can't deal with that. i've always felt safe about the right side. and it's not minor pain......it is narcotic pain.......my doc came in to see me the other day and had me come by the office and pick up a slow release pain med. it didn't do diddly squat for me. i really don't like lortab but it is my next step up from darvocet....

i'm really hoping that moving will relieve some of the anxiety, not sleeping, not eating and depression. i'm not eating enough...and that sure isn't helping anything.......all i've eaten today is a baked potato...how healthy is that???

i know that there aren't "geographical" cures......but i think getting OUT of this town will help...i know that my health probably wont' get better but...being around more positive and creative people will surely help!!! my landlord has added a darkroom to the house............i haven't had a darkroom since '98.....(i hate having other people print my work.)