It's a very weird feeling, when you've been getting used to one diagnoses, to have another one slapped on. I remember when I was getting used to having bipolar, then I get told it's schizoaffective.

But I imagine that you're somewhere in the hinterland between the two conditions. You've been both a support to others with the condition, and I'm sure you've received support yourself. Who's to say the doctor's won't change their minds again?

It must be really odd though... I felt at a complete loss when it happened to me.