I'll be going back in tomorrow. I'm so dreading it. I don't know how I'm going to get thru the next 24 hrs.

T just called to confirm whether I was coming in tomorrow. i honestly thought I had LONGER, like maybe all day today, to make a decision on this. Due to a horrible injury to my dog, it really was a challenge between that and my job to make the call, and T beat me to it. Ts voice sounded exasperated (yes, I'm reading into it here, but that's because I'm pretty UNDONE right now and you know what, that's what I do sometimes). I felt really placed in a corner: Are you coming in? I said, can I call you back in a few minutes? You won't get me (I understand)...and then I said....yes, I will be there.

I honestly do not know if this is the right thing to do. Nor do I know if I can actually get there.

I'm really not looking for analysis here just a little support.