my hubby changed jobs and I just found out our new insurance doesn't cover T. I think I could cry. I've been seeing her for like a year and finally within the last 3-4 months have really opened up with her and have gotten quite attached to her. I told her I was scared of getting attached and she said its ok that it's normal and she thinks there's a reason certain people come into each others lives and she believes there's a reason I'm there with her. I'm devastated and panicking. i was terrified this would happen. I'd get attached and then I'd just have to leave. and I feel crazy cause realizing how upset this has made me.....maybe it's an unhealthy attachment? I dunno...I've never opened up to anybody like this before. ugh. bad start to the week.
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