Wow. That must be a seriously disconcerting feeling. I'm finding it hard to get used to being bipolar - after 20 years and multiple diagnoses - BP each time.

But... wasn't there someone on your care team (your T?) who fully believed you had BPD the whole time? And I think at one point you suspected as much yourself, if I remember rightly. Looks like they were right.

In any case, the diagnosis doesn't change how you feel, right, and the cool thing is that now you will get the appropriate treatment.

A lot to get your head around though Widgets, good luck.