ever get so sick of it ALL that you just want out?!
i for one am so sick of my "life" and dropping out seems like the only sensible thing to do.
i feel like i cant keep up with all of society's expectations.
because i struggle with this horrible brain affliction.
and i feel like its all a waste.
god, people depend on me to be normal, to be able and willing to compete in society.
but im afraid i just cant
trying is just making me WORSE!
cuz my heart is not in this!

i desperately want to leave, join a cult or something. i am so serious.
wish i could escape society.