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Today I'm not anywhere near as disturbed in my mind as I was. I've been taking Gabqapentine (Neurontin), but it is hard to know if that is what changed things. These miserable "tailspins," as I call them, come in and then move out, like a weather front.
In between, I can feel, and seem, pretty normal. I look back on how I was, and I feel like I acted like a baby. Right now, I say to myself: I'm never going to get that way again. I feel convinced that, this time, I really mean it. However, I've said that so many times before.
I don't know if anyone can relate to that. I can not believe that this changeableness is unique to me. Sometimes, I wonder if this could be a sign of bipolar disorder. Once a doctor told me that it was.
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