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Old Jan 23, 2012, 05:51 PM
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Well one of my teachers took me out on the lake in the boat and we had a good time but when he would go fast, he kept accidentally flipping the front of the boat way up in the air and catapulting me back into the water. This happened twice I think, he was very apologetic about it. Kind of a strange thing to dream... It was scary, but fun.
But last night I dreamed about cutting myself. The depressed kids I mentioned who were isolated with me all cut too, and the teachers with us were trying to keep us under control and we all kind of lost it and started cutting ourselves. But the setting had changed, instead of a big open white room we had walls like big cages, and it was darker and scary. It was smaller too.
Weirdly, I woke up this morning shaking. It was scary, that's never happened to me before. And the dream wasn't a nightmare, it wasnt very scary, it hardly bothered me at all while I was dreaming it. But as I was waking up, that time when your kind of half awake, I was shaking uncontrollably like I was really cold. But when I woke up, my room was comfortably warm. Do you know what could have caused this???
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