I actually do sleep well bc my medication makes me tired. I just need to stop eating emotionally. I live alone and am single which makes it harder I think. I am only accountable to myself. Nobody is around to watch me. I am disgusted with myself and my weight at this point, but I don't know why its not acting as a motivater for me. I weigh the most now then I ever have. I just hate myself for my weight right now and for looking how I do. I also know I need to feel better about myself, regardless of my weight, but I just hard right now.

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