Just a quick post to say that altho I've had tons of thoughts of SI I haven't since this incident- it has really shaken me up. The flashbacks of the actual 'doing it' are still as bad, and I think in a way that is maybe my body's way of SIing without physical harm for now, esp while my leg heals. But like I said, after SIing nearly every day a fortnight ago I haven't in a week so fingers crossed it stays that way. And like my nurse pointed out, when we have our next cps meeting it would be good to go in with some +ves rather than all -ves!