Hi Happy. When I had suicidal thoughts I told my family physician and she gave me a prescription for an anti-depressant and that made the thoughts go away. I was still a little depressed but I no longer had those thoughts. I feel better now (she upped the dosage). You can start with your family doctor -- a general practitioner) and yes, I think talking to your tutor about how you are concerned about getting a job is a good idea. The tutor will be glad to know you are keen to work. I send you all the morale support I can. I wish I had a nice daughter like you.