Hey Improving,
I can't add anything on ST but I do want to say that I am terribly sorry that you feel lonely. I want to encourage you to post more about your experience, maybe it would feel less alone just to say it. Also from a selfish perspective, I love reading all the things you post because I think you are such an intelligent, well written, funny gal. I still LOL at your post, "My name is Improving and I am not a grown up." Love it! Miss hearing from you.