We're all here for you i know its scary - its a new environment and some units are just so busy you can feel like your caught up in a whirlwind. Just be open with the staff but don't feel you have to speak unless of course your ready to - just say you need a few minutes alone and ask them to check up on you more regularly if you feel unsafe. What obs r u on? Are you on a NHS ward or private? Ive been hospitalised 4 times - i know exactly what your going through, your in my thoughts