I have heard the Brazilian Butt video is good. My husband isn't pressuring me, but I know I have to work and bring in a paycheck. Plus, I am having some problems (that may not end up being probs at all) with my application for my boards for my July certification. Everything seems to be leading me to this dark place in my mind.

I usually wouldn't go there. I would just say..."well, okay, if I can't take the exam this year, I will take it next year.....no prob" but lately I am not taking things that way. I feel like a failure.