I'm going to raise the issue with him next week for sure.
The impression I got from him was if this doesn't work (which he is sure it will if he keeps raising the dosage) than that's it we're going to do ect.
This scares the crap outta me.

This medicine has me barely able to function to take care my kids. I want to not take it tomm and see if I notice a difference.

I would much rather have up/down moods than this mixed everyday. I mean this has to be mixed.....it's horrible.

Tdoc said it sounds as if my pdoc is frustrated which concerns him....he's so quick to jump to ect. I have only been seeing him for 4 months but I'm pretty sure he's concerned with my lows cause when I go low.....I go LOW, like bad.

Anyways I'm going to let pdoc know what is going on. I already know he's going to up the dosage & if I say I don't want to take this medicine, he will think I'm non-compliant? Maybe give up on me? Maybe stop seeing me? I don't know....

Thank u so much for your replies guys . It's really helping me see things from a diff point of view....