Aw...just trust the process. You're doing the best thing you could do for yourself. It's lonely...but it's what you need right now. We're all here, and have been there. Lonely sucks...esp when you're away from friends and family. Just trust the process honey.
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Bipolar II
Borderline Personality Disorder
OCD (Thoughts)
ADD (can't take meds for it)
PTSD
Cymbalta 90mg
Lamictol 200mg
Geodon 40mg
Xanax XR 1mg