I'm new here and I'm very nervous to write this out but i just want it to get off of my chest.

I'm very aroused by cunnigulus and often masturbate when guys or even girls do it to another girl. But last night when i was masturbating again my mind suddenly became curious of what it would feel like if i saw a dog licking a girl. When i saw a video of it was suddenly grew very aroused and actually orgasmed. Afterwards i felt disgusted and was actually to the point of throwing up. I'm not even into beastiality but i kept thinking why did i even think about it? I'm still haunted by that and even still aroused by it. I feel so lost, ashamed, and i can't even think straight.

I'm sorry but I had a strong need to let this all out.