This reflects the exact thing I usually seem to go through, though the subject matter is quite different. I just call it a "psychotic fog". It's not quite paranoia, but it does significantly affect your judgement of the world around you & of the people who inhabit it. However, I agree to an extent with Venus. The nature of the thoughts themselves feels very spiritual. It's not quite persecutory -- It's being concerned with the hostility of the world around you, as you are such a peace-loving person. But even though you may have all kinds of disorders labeled on you, that is a very real thing that all people go through. But instead of internalising the content, your mind is chosing to reflect it on the people around you.

My response may be jumbled, but I hope it might help somewhat. At least in that you're not alone. : )