Thanks for all your help. JustWannaDissapear, I have talked about it with my therapist for a long time and it has been helpful. A therapist will not put you in the hospital unless you have a plan and intent to act on it. They rather you not go into the hospital. Talking about it on here helps but talking to a professional is important. Please think about talking to a professional. They can help you with your suicidal thoughts.
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