I saw my new T today. I think it helped a lot, now at least I know when I am feeling lonely I get to see here again soon and I can talk to her about it. I didn't have the guts to tell her that I cut. I didn't want to disappoint her, I guess... And I dint want her to tell my parents... She said that she is required to tell them if I have been abused or am actively suicidal. Do you think she would tell them if I told her I cut? However, we were talking about suicide and she made me promise I wouldn't do anything to hurt myself for the next few weeks as we talk about all of this. So maybe that will keep me from cutting, even if that's not exactly what she meant. Anyway I want her to know that I cut, but how do I bring it up and tell her?
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Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie
Youth ain't gonna change the way you die
-Foo Fighters
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You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not
The reason you don't see the sun anymore
-Paramore
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