Ugh...have just been told that the specialist meeting id been waiting for for three months has been cancelled for no apparent reason. I feel a bit sick to be honest. I really needed that appointment. My team are so god damn useless - i wonder if they will actually ever stop screwing up. So cue an evening of really bad SI after my mother also decided to pitch in and said to me; 'well what do you expect? you are a really difficult patient is it any wonder they keep blowing you off, your lucky your still under their team.'

Ive had enough to be honest...none of this may seem like a big deal and perhaps it isn't but its when all the little things continue to go wrong that i find myself going under.