I think I was so nervous about posting this because I knew this is something I could receive a lot flack for, or very mixed feelings. And I didn't have the exact words to portray what was going on in my head.

Unveiling my own dark thoughts can be scary. Thank you for being kind about this topic, and allowing me to gain some insight. It's hard to post feelings that could offend, insult, or hurt others. Even though that was not my intentions at all, I realized it could be taken as an "I'm holier than thou" sort of thing. These are not thoughts I am comfortable having, or a side to myself that I even like. So I really appreciate you guys helping me to work these thoughts out.

Thank you Shay