well here is whats going on today i ran out of my meds yesterday morning so i could barely sleep last night i had 5 hours of sleep now i'm tired anxious and really panicky to the point the my wrist feel a bit numb but my fingers feel fine it's a bit scary and worst my pdoc is on vaca i called the medical center they seemd so uncaring the pdoc's secretary never called me back i finally got a hod of her today she was rude told me my doc was on vaca and there was nothing she could to just come in thurs to see another doc for my meds then reprimanded me for missing my appt on weds i honestly thought iwas on thurs last week little did i know i was wrong and really running short on my meds now i don't know what to do i feel so helpless i called the medical center again this time i asked to speak to the crises unit this man was so helpful he asked if i wanted someone to come to my house and speak with me i said it was not nescessary he told me to just come in tom at 9 am and talk to some man named william and he would help me i can't beleive the doctors secretary was so cold to me i knew i can just come on pc and someone will give me the support i need badly now since at home no one really understands what i'm going through i'm just so anxiuos to have my meds so ican sleep normally and function without panic attacks whew desperate for tom so i will have my meds dunno how i survive tonight steph