Perna, thanks for the link! It actually is the teen alter who started us out with the mints. When we found out how it made us not feel well, it because a method of SI while at work. It was a lot easier to just keep popping them, or grinding up a handful, and mixing it with my hot coco. That alter actually was trying to OD using that method when we first started.

I called the suicide hotline when that happened and told the lady one of my alters was trying to kill us by nicotine overdose. SHE LAUGHED!!! She was like "How is that supposed to happen!" yes - laugher. Not just a chuckle. And that was after waiting for 20 min on hold to get through to her in the first place!!!