I met with my new therapist, and it seems like a good fit. I have another medication, which I hope will help to balance everything. I just hope that this helps. I was also instructed to have my sister call my doc, and take any extra medication from me. But I just can't do that, it takes away that choice from me. I want to start cutting, if it will replace the suicidal thoughts.... but I know I can't have either, and that's where the obsessive thoughts come from. What can I replace the cutting and suicidal thoughts with? Any ideas?