Last week I was on top of the world and I have been slowly coming down and and now heading to the depression end of the nasty disorder. I am getting increasingly down and cranky and I HATE this! I hate being mean to my kids- they deserve a nicer momma.

This mornings events haven't helped any. Last August, I was getting ready to have a garage sale and I backed my Expedition into my husbands 150 because it was in the drive because there was no room in the garage- well, i'm getting ready for a garage sale again, his truck is parked outside in the drive again only this time, I didn't hit it- I hit the freaking telephone pole in the alley instead! Not a good start to my day. I'm so mad at myself! I already took it down for an estimate- it's nearly $1,900 - we have a $500 deductable so it will be worth turning it in to the insurance I think.

DO you think that my lack of mental clarity has to do with the Seroquel that I take to help me sleep? It seems that I am foggy most of the days after I take one. I actually only take 1/2 of one but it still seems to be too much for me to handle the next day.

Anyone wanna give me $500?