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Jan 25, 2012, 08:21 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2012
Posts: 356
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I am sorry if I often anyone or annoy anyone.
I don’t really know what I expect by posting here. All I know is or been told that I have false self beliefs that are holding me back and what I think is the cause of all my problems.
However how negative or not so called true these thoughts are, I really do think there an acceptable feeling of how I am as a person and how I really feel and I don’t think this can be change as I have reasoning behind what I think and how I feel.
My problem is I don’t honestly see myself ever sorting my life out and getting out of the way of others and not just being a waste in life. So all I do is really lock myself in my room hoping weirdly that I might get another job and I can just fade quietly back into society and obsess over trying to keep that job and because if I had a job I am doing nothing wrong. Of course I think where I went wrong before is I let what I felt show too much to many people and cut myself short of just finding a place in life. 
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