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we recover and then go get more...the life of the addict
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it's my thought that unless we are willing to surrender to the fact we need to fix our addiction problem, everything stays the same. for many of us it's a conscious decision we make, hopefully for a lifetime, that we learn to accept our way doesn't work. that running/escaping away, when we get there, we take ourselves with us. i was the problem. only i could make that choice to admit i was defeated.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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