Its painful to hear when someone doesn't want to live anymore. Like I said... The struggle to survive, staying alive is Sooo difficult.

I'm glad each of you has found something which keeps you alive for the moment. Not wanting to die enough means hope for me. Somewhere inside you is a grain of hope... Grains can grow. And not wanting to hurt the family means you care. It's a grain of hope as well... A little light and water is like a drop of water in the lake. It has a ripple effect.

That kind of makes today a good day!