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Originally Posted by Broken_Wings87
Hi
This is my first post here and really the first time I've actually talked about my ED. I really don't know what to say....I've been struggling with Anorexia for about 12 years and have been in and out of hospitals for about five of those years trying to get on top of it, but it never seems to work I slip back into disordered eating a few days after I'm relased from hospital.....I feel so alone and scared.
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Hi I can relate to where your coming from. I've been sick since I was 7 now in my late 30's. It started for me in gymnastics and kept on over the years with A multitude of other sports. I also have gone thru treatment many time and slipped back almost immediately as well. My family believes I've never " bought in" yo the programs but I think more of it has to do with fear and not being able to get to the root of that fear and deal with it. It's something I cope with with my T and she's brought to my attention some of my irrational thoughts and fears that I've believe to be so real for so long. It's helped a lot. Try looking deep inside at what makes ED tick for you. That's what I try to do and write it down to read and go over with my T so she can wk thru it with me. you are not alone! I relate and will respond.
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