On my two day leave from hospital (so I can attend my weekly DBT session on Thursdays) so thought I'd check in.

We're not 100% on what was causing my suicidal ideation due to my reasonably positive mood...but we think it was more associated with mania and psychosis (a sort of excitement for death and obsession with the method I chose). I've been put on a couple of new meds, as they can't increase my Quitiapine due to the abnormal ECG results (erratic heart rate and arrhythmia).

Not sure how long I'm going to be in for. I've only been allowed home leave under strict rules and my mum saying she will be able to keep my 100% safe for short periods of time.

All in all, everything is going okay.
RB ♥