Oh, yeah, I feel like that a lot. I don't want to be a burden to anyone, or have to deal with all the guilt and frustration. But I have dreams, and I figure, one day I'll have the opportunity to either go for my dreams, or drop out of society. I plan to shoot for my dreams, because I'd like a chance at happiness. I hope you get to go for your dreams, too. Everyone here should have a chance at happiness.