Asking for help could mean another hospitalization, and I'm trying not to. The Anxiety has been high for the past 2.5 weeks, and it's getting more excessive. I'm trying to keep it down, but with the tests, and walking by other people, and the thoughts I've had. It all seems to make it worse. I just hope I can get my paper written on the lab that I did not do.... this is going to be hard.