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Originally Posted by Mindinpieces
I am sorry if I often anyone or annoy anyone.
I don’t really know what I expect by posting here. All I know is or been told that I have false self beliefs that are holding me back and what I think is the cause of all my problems.
However how negative or not so called true these thoughts are, I really do think there an acceptable feeling of how I am as a person and how I really feel and I don’t think this can be change as I have reasoning behind what I think and how I feel.
My problem is I don’t honestly see myself ever sorting my life out and getting out of the way of others and not just being a waste in life. So all I do is really lock myself in my room hoping weirdly that I might get another job and I can just fade quietly back into society and obsess over trying to keep that job and because if I had a job I am doing nothing wrong. Of course I think where I went wrong before is I let what I felt show too much to many people and cut myself short of just finding a place in life. 
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Hi, I dislike hearing someone think that there is no place in life for them. Every living person is here for a reason. Not one of self torture, but roads to successful being. You have heard the expression I'm sure about
self-fullfilling prophesy. I don't know why you feel as you do; but seeing
a T. might be of some help to you.
When you sabotage yourself with these negative ideas; yes your belief system needs help. Whether you have what you feel are logical and practical thoughts about what you believe about yourself, I believe there are sides of the coin you have not seen that are more in positive and logical basis. I don't know who said this but it's a good thought for you;
"I've seen the enemy, it is me!" Hugs, bj