My therapist believes that I can have a better quality of life and that it might take even up to a couple of years but I will get better than I am now. I thought there was no hope for me but now I think I believe him. He really believes that I have the skills to overcome this terrible hell. Now at least I have a small amount of hope. Maybe he is right. I have tried for so long to overcome all my fear but I have had no success. Maybe he really can help me.