I'm having a horrible day...I don't feel well-I messed up at my internship...I keep having really bad thoughts...so I called T (I've only talked to him on the phone twice) and asked if he could see me tonight-he was like what's going on? I started crying just saying I was having a really bad day...so he is going to see me tonight...he was like hang in there...ugg..I hate feeling this way-but I'm glad he is doing this for me...now I just have to make it til 8:30