I am a new member here, i've never talked about SI with anyone, i stopped a while ago (for now), it was never bad, but here is the thing.... I need advice now, because i fell today and accidentally bashed my wrist on a wall (depakote messes with my body), adding to the cut on the same left wrist i accidentally got this morning at the gym... it looks so bad. So i am figuring my tdoc will see it tuesday, and what if i can't convince him that it was an accident... i am not ready to tell him that i used to do it, he asks about it anyway for some reason and i deny, deny .... please, if you can give me some advice on telling him or not telling him.... can he legally tell my mother about it?.... i am going so numb that it makes me want to do it now after all this time... please respond and tell me how you handle situation like this. I am glad to be a new member!!!!