So I only have a few minutes, but I have Bipolar, and I used to cut, when I was angry! My husband and mom are my triggers! Anyway my brother passed away 3 weeks ago, and the day after his wake I got in an arguement with my husband, and literally ran to the front window and just wanted to jump through it!!!!!!!!! I pictured the blood, and the pain, oh I wanted trhe pain SOOOOO BAD!!! But I stopped, and turned and threw myself on my couch! Then my husband came to me and we talked about it and I was better! I feel bad I was so close but was so happy I didn't do it!!!

I also pick at my skin, and make sores when I'm anxious-- it's different than the cutting when I'm angry! It soothes me. Anyway, My husband And I were having issues in Nov. so I started again, and it just wou;dn't heal! Finally I talked to my doctor about it and she perscribed me some ointment and a week later it';s almost gone!!!
Sorry I'm a bit manicy right now! But I think it'll calm down! I just wanted to write about that!