Well I was supposed to get an IUD put in today, and I tried, I really did try... but half way when they were dilating, it hurt too much. I was about to cry. I told him I couldn't do it anymore. So he stopped... and said that I could try again next week, and that he would give me some ativan to calm me down and this other med that relaxes the cervix (and I am thinking, why didn't I get this in the first place!!). He told me my cervix might still be sore from the surgery. Ya think!? But damn, I just could not take it anymore. I am so nervous about trying again next week. I almost don't want to go through with it, but its either that, or have excessive bleeding my whole life... wahhh (

oh and also, everything was benign as far as what they found during the D&C so at least thats good