welcome
Do you or will you see a new t/pdoc soon?
I would talk about exaclty what you wrote here... I would tell t that you want to stay in therapy longer than those 7-8 sessions you usually get and ask t what he thinks about it... some really good stuff could come out of this. Also, it would be great if you could talk about your feeling of wasting t times and effort.. but I suspect it could be long to feel differently... I say that because more than one year after the start of my therapy, I still feel like I steal my t's time and that I take other people that could benefit from it spot...

take care
faith