I can feel your pain... even though I'm surrounded by people who 'say' they love me for who I am, and what not. I just plain don't believe them. I know they're just patronizing me and have some ulterior motive. They probably just think it's the 'right thing to say'.. I can't make anyone happy and tend to upset/tick off everyone in my path at one point or another.

So sorry you feel the way you do.. (((ImNotReal)))