thank you all for your support its not the lexapro i seen/heard stuff that others didnt way before i started lexapro. been doing this about a some time so it dont realy bug me used to it and no i have'nt ever told a doc about this (not counting last nights chat) was to scared to my folks told me not to tell any one they said that people woud not understand and might think im crazy my husband agrees good thing about the net is no one knows who i am