No I didn't tell him this but I told him I was scared and that when I meet with him I didn't feel safe. I know it's me I just don't know how to feel like I can talk freely. I feel so alone sometimes I wish I could open up and others, I wish I could just disappear and pretend that I never existed.
I think about how alone I am more and more it scares me sometimes how I wish things could just end without a word or a soul knowing.