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Old Jan 26, 2012, 09:56 PM
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Got my home leave from Hospital extended to Sunday. Yay.

However. Obviously being off the tight leash that is placed firmly around your upper arms in an admission...I've been slightly stupid. I haven't taken any of my meds in two days. And I am now on my second night of zero sleep, at 2:50am.

I've been hearing voices (the external type which aren't existent at all, unfortunately) and also had a short visual & auditory hallucination involving my ex (who I ironically met on a psych ward last year).

Very happy. Elated. Rushed. GOT A LOT OF IDEAS. If you get what I mean. Luckily I know I'm just being a bit of an idiot investing the money I am beginning to invest in a new business but regardless, I'm doing it.

It's nice to be free even temporarily from arrhythmia and almost crippling lethargy.

Casually got shirtless in the rain today and went around singing to my friends. "I'm siiiinggggiiiiinggg in the rain" and all that malarkey.

Anyway. Yeah. Not sure if my psych is going to be overly impressed with me. AH WELL!

Back on the meds in the morning though. Time to restore at least a little mood stability.

RB♥
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